January

I could take a take away from everything

But sometimes I’m just

Happier living my head in the sand

So just give me a break

And if you let me come back again

I should be complacent

Instead I’m grasping straws falling out of my hands

Taking your civility for more than it is

It’s anyones guess

What I just did in the moment

Let it not be me

Now I can’t even breath

If everything was ingenuine

Then what was January?

And it’s always fucking raining

You said, "Call me when you’re done hating everyone"

But talking with you now feels so good just to get the air out my lungs

Was it good enough?

Did I make the cut?

Has it always been worth saying

I’m leaving when the waters filling up

There’s no oxygen if we fall in

And no one is gonna jump in after us

Just an afterthought

I don’t feel I’ll ever tire

And I was made to run

I felt the fire and

I just let it rip me wide open

You don’t ever miss

How can I just live

Arrow in my chest

Yeah

Yeah

And my car lights up your silhouette

Like it’s the first time

Never came back from it

I just wanna lie

Lie against my window 2 am

Like you might just float on in

Wake me from this hell I’m in, oh yeah

The price you paid for it now it’s broken

Say you broke it

I really tried to bend

But you get what you get, yeah