Alaska

And if you aren't home when I get back And there's no more paintings in the living room Just plain white walls and the echo of you And I'll sit on the floor and take it in And I'll freak out like you've never seen When I find the note that you left for me And that feels like Alaska Sitting on my chest Freezing me to the bone Making me afraid to ever be alone But I know I'm allowed to Want what I want And say what I mean But you might not want it you might not want me I could lose you I could lose you I could lose you I could I could I could I could I remember the first time I took a shower in your house We were only friends then I was nervous to be naked with you Somewhere on the other side of the door And my heart leapt with every creak of the floor And I wondered if you wanted more And wrapped in a towel I stood in your room As you gave me a sweater to change into And that feels like Alaska Sitting on my chest Freezing me right through Making me want to cling to you but I could lose you I could lose you I could lose you I could I could I could I could I could lose you I could lose you I could lose you I could I could I could I could Like crashing a car Like falling asleep And waking up To the house burning So when I come home I'll kiss your cheek Cause I know I know I could Cause I know I know I could lose you