Being Your Friend

I think I might've messed something up Barely felt it, but miss your touch I find myself saying you're not cute, you're not cute But the truth, hate the truth, it might be you Don't you say that I'm the jealous type 'Cause I could talk to another guy But I'm just curious, who is she? Where's she from, who's her mom, what's her job, how does she talk? And the only thought I have when you get up to leave Is that I want you to stay That's when it hits me, I'm I'm not as cool as I thought I was Chill at the thought of us I'm stuck on this stupid stuff And I know what I said But I guess I'm not as cool as I thought With being your friend And I wish I could turn it off Wish I could make it stop Wish you were calling my bluff And I know what I said But I guess I'm not as cool as I thought With being your friend And now the feeling is obvious What happens next could be delicate And I don't really know what this is Take the risk, or resist, should we kiss? Do you miss me when I am gone? And the only thought I have when you get up to leave Is that I want you to stay That's when it hits me, I'm I'm not as cool as I thought I was Chill at the thought of us I'm stuck on this stupid stuff And I know what I said But I guess I'm not as cool as I thought With being your friend And I wish I could turn it off Wish I could make it stop Wish you were calling my bluff And I know what I said But I guess I'm not as cool as I thought With being your friend Are you feeling how I feel? Does the thought of me appeal to you when the street lights go out? Are you thinking what I think? Does your stomach start to sink When you're sitting with me on your couch? Are you wanting what I want? Or are you happy just to not Say the way that we could feel out loud And if you told me that it's cool Don't you think it's a bit cruel Just to pick me up to let me down? Pick me up to let me down Pick me up to let me down Pick me up to let me down I'm not as cool as I thought I was Chill at the thought of us I'm stuck on this stupid stuff And I know what I said But I guess I'm not as cool as I thought With being your friend And I wish I could turn it off Wish I could make it stop Wish you were calling my bluff And I know what I said But I guess I'm not as cool as I thought With being your friend