And they say, they say that it's only up from here
But I've hit a new rock bottom every single year
I've been trying to find a reason
Not to stop myself from leaving
But life feels like one big inconvenience
Then you die anyway (ah-ah)
And I've tried every medication
I've tried guided meditation
I've tried going on vacation
And I'm still sad, I'm just on the beach
And they say, they say that it's only up from here
But I've hit a new rock bottom every single year
Little do they know that
I can always go lower
I wanna rip the skin off of my body
'Cause I hate the way that it feels on me
Going through the motions like a zombie
I can't wait for the apocalypse (ah-ah)
I know all my friends are getting scared now
'Cause I can't seem to find a way
And my therapist is asking me to hang out
I just might take her up on that
And they say, they say that it's only up from here
But I've hit a new rock bottom every single year
Little do they know
I can always go lower
I keep trying to kill myself, but I keep waking up
I write my letters, take my pills, I guess I'm never take enough
They say the only way is up, but the ground keeps getting closer
They say it'll go by quick, but it keeps getting slower
I can always go lower
