I Pushed It Down

Red, red wine

Stains the fabric of my life

Pink and white

Like vessels bursting in my eyes

I hear the thunder roll

In the distance just to get ignored

I right the rest in jest

Sipping solutions that haven't been made clear yet

I pushed it down, I drank to the sound

Until I drowned

And under the water I'm thinking

"If I'm always gone there's nothing missing"

Green as glass

She floats to the surface above the rest

From a house of friends

To an obsidian goal post that never ends

Trying to make it in those bands

Waiting for someone to understand

Memory whittles her

Into something unrecognizable

I pushed it down (I pushed it down)

I pushed it down (I pushed it down)

I pushed it down (I pushed it down)