Airplane Window

Similar to gold Like sunsets outside the airplane window Never felt so close to home And yet so far away Starin' out the window Feelin' all alone Weakness in my bones Lately I'm a mess I'm always breaking down But they don't hear a sound I keep it all compressed I guess I'll take it one day at a time And maybe one day I can find my smile Similar to gold Like sunsets outside the airplane window Never felt so close to home And yet so far away Starin' out the window My heart is bleedin' My brain is speedin' it's goin' 90 I'm steady chiefin' right off a nieman you try to find me I never cheated, my only reason I keep it solid Shit, look, that shit come back to bite ya I'm talkin' back to back to back the way that life done tried me Turn 25, can't be surprised when I see bitches triflin' It's been like three-four months and I ain't seen my mama I know we all got our issues, but I still need you mama A life with money believe me homie I'm dreamin' on it A peaceful state of mind, believe me, I been schemin' on it Back when I was poppin' more bars than writin' And cryin' behind the pilot, like fuck it at least I'm flyin', I've been Similar to gold Like sunsets outside the airplane window Never felt so close to home And yet so far away Starin' out the window Starin' out the window