Nearly Dead

I don't believe myself any more

I don't know what is real so far

I am a broken ashtray on the floor

And a detuned string on my guitar

I am trying hard to understand

What's going on inside my head

Today I lost my only friend

It feels like I am nearly dead

Like someone shot me down

For all the words you ever told me

For every little thing we had

Could you please explain what's wrong

This story is so god damn long

It would be funny if it weren't so sad

Today I passed out in my room

It was the best part of the day

It was the best way to escape

From what you do and what you say

I am trying hard to find some words

Just to describe the way I feel

But there is silence in my thoughts

And pieces of my broken will

describe the way you feel

For all the words you ever told me

For every little thing we had

Could you please explain what's wrong

This story is so god damn long

It would be funny if it weren't so sad

For all the words you ever told me

For every little thing we had

Could you please explain what's wrong

This story is so god damn long

It would be funny if it weren't so sad