Mind Games

My brain playin' mind games

Just up and wanna escape

Sometimes I think it's too late

Too many problems wanna deflate

Same change on a different day

Out of touch with my faith

Can't recognize my face

Still I face decisions that I know I can't make

There's somethin' in my blood

'Cause every time I bleed it's blue

And I haven't felt so well

But I'm not hiding from the truth

Just diving straight into the deep end

I don't have a reason

To not find my meaning

I know I can

I just need an aspirin

Truth is that I'm drowning

I cannot hear myself

Broken

Hurt but I'm open

My brain playin' mind games

Happy thoughts they don't feel the same

Hate going down I try to refrain

I get so lost it's hard to explain

I tried a million times

Tried to read between the lines

Can't wait till it's over

Good luck staying sober

Just diving straight into the deep end

I don't have a reason

To not find my meaning

I know I can

I just need an aspirin

Truth is that I'm drowning

I cannot hear myself

Broken

Hurt but I'm open

(Broken)

(Hurt but I'm open)