amends

No it doesn't come in waves

It's a constant drill to the head

My cheap velvet skin

Was not the best armor

To protect myself

From your absence

From the stake

From the fire

All the time

I want to believe

That there was nobody else

But I fear

Your friend and I might be right

With our speculations

I want to believe

That there was nobody else

But I fear

He might be right

I asked for comfort

And I asked for love

Got my illusion of comfort

And the illusion of love

And it all washed away

Like chalk

It washed away

I want to believe

That there is nobody else

But I fear he might be right

Your friends makes your amends

The only one who apologized

Can't listen to anything

I used to love

There's lipstick now on your glass

The embarrassment of begging for your love

Left our bones and intellect crashed

Just your friend

Left to make your amends

Just your friend

Just your friend

Left to make your amends

Just your friend

Left