The Woman I Am

Messed up from love

Had a few cases that

Fucked up no luck

Another week wasted

The good girl played nice

Been the bitch

Burnt twice

What’s the point in all of this?

Everytime I lose

Heartbreak

Broke down

In a dark place and I

lost faith

I drowned

Another night wasted in

Red lights red wine

Tell myself I’m fine

What’s the point in all of this

Emotional abuse?

I’m so scared I’ll self destruct

But Im too scared to fall in love

cause

What if you don’t like the woman I am?

What if I fall and you change up your plans?

I know how it goes

I know how it can be

Had it all

Had it all said to me

Or what if you don’t like this version of me?

We’ll give it a year and then you’ll wanna leave

I know how it goes

I know how it can be

Had it all

Had it all said to me

Dressed up

Face on

Picked a nice place for it

First date

So strong

What if I let him in?

Good guy

Too nice

Third date I tried

What’s the point in all of this

I’m only gonna lose myself?

I’m so scared I’ll self destruct

But I’m too scared to fall in love cause

What if you don’t like the women I am

What if I fall and you change up your plans?

I know how it goes

I know how it can be

Had it all

Had it all said to me

Or what if you don’t like this version of me?

We’ll give it a year and then you’ll wanna leave

I know how it goes

I know how it can be

Had it all

Had it all said to me

What if you don’t like the women I am

I know how it goes

I know how it can be

Had it all

Had it all said to me