The Woman I Am

Messed up

From love

Had a few cases that

Fucked up

No luck

Another week wasted a

Good girl, played nice

Been a bitch, burnt twice

What’s the point in all of this?

Everytime I lose

Heartbreak

Broke down

In a dark place and I

Lost faith, I drowned, nothing I wasted and

Red lines, red wine

Tell myself I’m fine

What’s the point in all of this emotional abuse?

I’m so scared I'll self-destruct

But I’m too scared to fall in love

‘Cause

What if you don’t like the woman I am?

What if I fall and you change up your plan?

I know how it goes, I know how it can be

Had it all, had it all said to me

What if you don’t like this version of me?

We’ll give it a year and then you’ll wanna leave

I know how it goes, I know how it can be

Had it all, had it all said to me

Dressed up

Face on

Found a nice place for a

First date

So strong

What if I let him in?

Good guy, too nice

Third date, I tried

What’s the point in all of this?

I’m only gonna lose myself

I’m so scared I'll self-destruct

But I’m too scared to fall in love

‘Cause

What if you don’t like the woman I am?

What if I fall and you change up your plan?

I know how it goes, I know how it can be

Had it all, had it all said to me

What if you don’t like this version of me?

We’ll give it a year and then you’ll wanna leave

I know how it goes, I know how it can be

Had it all, had it all said to me

What if you don’t like the woman I am?

I know how it goes, I know how it can be

Had it all, had it said to me