REACT

Half saying that I'm quick to react

But lately hate the way I'm pushing things back

Everything I'm not's got me wanting to change everything I am

I thought that this would be easy

I thought I had a plan, but fuck

Nobody told me that figuring where to stand with yourself comes naturally with practice

And the fact is that instead I just ran

I couldn't switch the narrative

And thinking you can fly without knowing where to land's kind of damaging

Challenges got me panicking from

Love to family, I'm lost it's embarrassing

The cost of plotting upon this wonder within

Is being humbled, stumbling

And coming to terms with shit

And I did

And it's shit but

Only for a matter of time

Cos everything passes fast-ish

Look, everything passes fast-ish

I'm out of this darkness

I'm back to the light like

I'm seeing clearer as I'm getting older

Just don't stop

Hold on to what you've gotta be

A shoulder

For when you feel like you need it

For when it gets colder and colder and colder

I can't promise I'll answer

I started on the gas again

But still I ain't clocking while my life's moving faster

Watching karma and plotting harder

I'm not one to ponder over past palavers

Man I'm locked in differently than last year

And if you're talking all this bollocks around me then I deliberately can't hear

That's first class delivery

Posted on a fence between what my head knows best and what my heart fears

Shit it's tenfolding

I know change is positive but honestly bro

I'm scared of the things I ain't seen

I try and catch this self-fulfilling prophecy before it gets on top of me but

Minding yourself properly is harder than it seems

Especially when you're wrapped up in dreams of anything but the present

Pressing, it's what we need

It's like my body's in northwest

And soul's overseas

But still I put the whole of both of them in functions from east up to central

The beats have got me feeling sentimental

The fees have got me feeling less special

Fucking no one said that this was easy

Believe me

I've seen it

This life with all the peaks and the deep

When my knees get weak

And shit

Man I'm fucking tired

And then I'm not, and I'm feeling alright

I come out of this dark shit and back to the light

Out of this dark shit and back to the light

I'm seeing clearer as I'm getting older

Just don't stop

Hold on to what you've gotta be

A shoulder

For when you feel like you need it

For when it gets colder and colder and colder