Only God Knows

I wanna run away

Don't know where to go

Only God knows

Mellolaz

Always find myself lookin' for a purpose

Can't find the reason that shit make me nervous

Words flow easier when I'm hurtin

Can't let my guard down cause there's always **** lurkin

Yeah

There's always **** lurkin

Yeah

Look

Sometimes the cuts be too deep

Words sharp, man listen when I speak

Always worried for my health & my physique

But you don't know what I bury inside of me

Yeah

And that's some shit I can probably guarantee

Yeah

Mellolaz

I wanna run away

Don't know where to go

Only God knows

There's a reason I keep on droppin' music

We all got a gift, up to you how you wanna use it

God gave me a gift, so I don't wanna lose it

I know my future bright, so I don't care what the truth is

I know I don't get a lot of plays

I know I don't get a lot of streams

I know I'm hoping for brighter days

I know I'm just chasin' for a dream

Yeah

But what does this mean?

**** I hear talkin' bout chasin' dreams

**** you the only one that believes

Askin' for respect cause that shit ain't free

Yeah

Respect ain't free

But they don't know the cost that it takes from me

I put in work, I put in time

But still they question if the respect is mine

I know the game, I know the rules

But something I feel like I'm just a fool

The price of respect ain't cheap

I pay with my tears, and I pay with sleep

But still, they doubt, they criticize

They don't see the pain hidden in my eyes

Yeah

They don't see the pain hidden in my eyes

I wanna run away

Don't know where to go

Only God knows

Only God knows

Only God

Only God knows