Golden Gardens

I see ghostly things my dear I been on a trip for a whole damn year Tell me what you know about fear My head's never felt so clear She do it for the cash that I'm holding I want shit to last til the cash stops flowing These things keep me from growing The struggle of knowing Baby it's true Baby it's true Keeping my mind but it's hard to do Nothing to lose Hell in my room Seep in my mind like it's hard to lose All my life I've been puttin' my face on I stopped I got too complacent Thoughts being wasted I'm searching for traces Of a past life I think there must've lived one where I got that right I think there must've been a me who put a fight up Must've set the world ablaze and I just light up Baby it's true Baby it's true Keeping my mind but it's hard to do Nothing to lose Hell in my room Seep in my mind like it's hard to lose It's about time I be on one Got no other option Fear I'm losing time like I always miss the blossom I could move a mountain I'll ascend up through the bottom Got no other options I see golden gardens Rose a goddess Holy prophets I see bones in autumn Wrote on columns Old and rotten I see golden gardens Rose a goddess Holy prophets I see bones in autumn Wrote on columns Old and rotten Baby it's true Baby it's true Keeping my mind but it's hard to do Nothing to lose Hell in my room Seep in my mind like it's hard to lose It's about time I be on one Got no other option Fear I'm losing time like I always miss the blossom I could move a mountain I'll ascend up through the bottom Got no other options I see