Tryna Change

I would be better if somebody showed me how

I would be smarter if somebody let me out

I would be kinder if these weren't the cards I was dealt

I would be stronger if I knew how to ask for help

But I think I'm done with the excuses

I told myself I won't get used to it

I'm over all the pain and the illusions

Cos in the end I'm the one who loses

I'm tryna change

I'm tryna grow

My mind's telling me yes

My heart's telling me no

Still I'm tryna change

I'm tryna grow

My heart's telling me yes

My mind's telling me no

I'm tryna change