poison

Don't know what I'm running from

I guess just from the way that it feels

Made new friends on the internet

I don't feel like anything is real

Said I'm not ever doing that (Doing that)

Told my friends it wasn't my style

Don't even know where I got this shit but now

Its in my lungs I'm a liar

Thought I'd feel better but I feel worse

So why can't I move?

Threw up my feelings in a bag

In the back seat of somebodys car

I don't know how I got here

I waited so long

For this

Every time that I tell the truth

He only gets angrier at me

So I turned off my phone and I

Left a note inside the box of his things

I wanted my friends to call

Slamming every door

WithIn my perimeter

Drunk clocking on at work

Don't know why I search

Drinking poison cuz I thought

Thought id feel better but i feel worse

So why can't I move?

Threw up my feelings in a bag

In the back seat of somebodys car

And I thought

Thought I'd feel better but i feel worse

Why can't I move?

Threw up my feelings in a bag

In the back seat of somebodys car

I don't know how I got here

I waited so long for this