Sun Returning

It took a long time

To get out of your head

Nobody said

This would be the hardest

Looking for apartments

You hated dating

On the internet show

About ten in a row

Didn't pay attention

Men don't ask good questions

But when you found

The hole in your sweater

Cried for the first time

In all of November

You try to mend

But the hole grows

Try to sew it back together

With your eyes closed

Trying to control your focus

Circle back to feeling hopeless

And then you called

And I picked up

I've got plenty of my own shit to fix up

Talkin' til the early morning

Can you feel the sun returning, returning

School wasn't working

It's been crushing you slow

And the money you owe

Is it even worth it

If you're always hurting

Taking a deep breath

Getting back on the phone

Maybe take out a loan

Five years at that cafe

Fired you last Friday

But when you found

The hole in your sweater

Cried for the first time

In all of November

You try to mend

But the hole grows

Try to sew it back together

With your eyes closed

Trying to control your focus

Circle back to feeling hopeless

And then you called

And I picked up

I've got plenty of my own shit to fix up

Talkin' til the early morning

Can you feel the sun returning, returning