Organ Donor

I lowered myself to the floor

I raised my chin and asked for more

I begged to get to see it through

To spend my life miserable with you

But by the time I'm 29

My body will turn back to mine

What damage can it do till then

If I see you in everything?

If you're so scared to be alone

Then just become an organ donor

You're so scared to be alone

Why won't you be my organ donor?

You're picturing me bleeding out

Even this makes you hate me now

And everybody else can see

You losing your patience with me

And nothing is more sickening

Than talking me through everything

Than clutching at my playing hand

Then never touching me again

I stood for hours on the street

To make your touch seem warm to me

So nobody can say that I

Did anything but fucking try

If you're so scared to be alone

Then just become an organ donor

You're so scared to be alone

Why won't you be my organ donor?

And no one ever asks for you

But I still feel it all, I do

I keep the moment on repeat

Till it becomes nothing to me