Stuck (feat. Aviana)

I feel so far away from everyone else, so damn disconnected, not even close to myself

Try to connect, but I still reject, thoughts of better days, a miserable wretch

And don't think I don't see the irony, a self-loathing lyricist as pretentious as can be

Spending my days writing 'bout the end, and yet I wonder why still I'm stuck in this mess

Give me a break, I don't how much I can take

Give me a break, before I break

I swear I'll change, but my convictions always fail

I swear I'll change, but every step feels like a mistake

I swear I'll change, but I'm still digging my own grave

I swear I'll change, but the dirt's still fresh beneath my nails

How I long to be comfortably numb, while every day is a search for a reason to go on

But I always succumb to every single demon, they claw and they pull at my soul till I come undone

Is this all there is?

Sleepless nights, emptiness

Is this all there is?

Sleepless nights and emptiness

Is this all there is?

Fully engulfed by nothingness

I swear I'll change, but my convictions always fail

I swear I'll change, but every step feels like a mistake

I swear I'll change, but I'm still digging my own grave

I swear I'll change, but the dirt still fresh beneath my nails

I swear I'll change but every day's the same

Face down, blackout, trying to escape

I'm stuck in a place I can't escape

Spending my days digging my own grave

I swear I try my best to put these thoughts to rest

But it's so damn hard, every day's the same mess

I'm stuck in a place that I can't escape

Spending my days digging my own grave

I swear I try my best to put these thoughts to rest

But it's so damn hard, every day's the same mess

All I want is a goddamn break, somewhere safe, a respite or escape

I just want to remove these chains, but I can't help but seal my own fate