Bad at Giving up (Live)

Every time I watch you leave it’s still so hard to see you go,

Is that real or is nostalgia giving my heart vertigo?

It’s hard for me to know.

When it’s midnight & I want to see your number on my phone,

Is that real or am I terrified of ending up alone?

Nobody wants to be alone.

It’s so easy falling into our old habits

It feels like we’re still in love

But in the back of our minds we know the truth is

We’re just bad at giving up

If I catch myself reading back through old texts that you sent,

Is that love or am I still allowed a chance to reminisce?

Is it you I miss?

When memories crash like a rush of air into my empty lungs

Making my head spin just like the first time we ever made love

Does that mean I’m still in love?

It’s so easy falling into our old habits

It feels like we’re still in love

But in the back of our minds we know the truth is

We’re just bad at giving up

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Why’s it hard to think of anything but happy memories?

Why would my mind leave the pain but take away the reasoning?

I hope it’s not just me

I lay awake and wonder where you are and if you’re there alone.

It’s hard for me to picture you with anyone but I think I know

You’re probably not alone

It’s so easy falling into our old habits

It feels like we’re still in love

But in the back of our minds we know the truth is

We’re just bad at giving up

Yeah in the back of my mind I know the truth is

I’m just bad at giving up