20 Times Again

I'm a rambling wreck with a heart of stone

Got a way of leaving and it's all I know

I've treated you like a cigarette

Used you up and threw you out

And I'll do it 20 times again

Chance after chance again and again

I keep fucking it all up and you keep letting me back in

You cry and say you're done, as you pull out of my arms

Baby I don't blame you, it's been over from the start

I swear I'll change tomorrow

But the bottle calls my name

I'm running from my sorrow

But it's me that I can't tame

And I'm takin' you for granted

So why don't you run away

Cause you know I'm no good for you

You're the fuel to my flame

I'm a rambling wreck with a heart of stone

Got a way of leaving and it's all I know

I've treated you like a cigarette

Used you up and threw you out

And I'll do it 20 times again

I wonder if you'll ever leave

When the bottles empty out

Will you pack your dreams and memories

Take off without a doubt

I'll be drownin' in the shadows

Tryin' to find my way back home

But I know deep down, you're better off

Without this heart of stone

There's a ghost inside this tavern

Where the band, they play our song

Every word hits me deeper, in this place where I belong

But the laughter turns to silence, as the whiskey takes its toll

And I wonder if you'll ever meet the man I was before