Saturn's Faith

Tell me who you is

What you really all about

When them books is

Is not around

When you cannah be a scribe

I can crack a joke

With my eyes tear brimming

Feighnin like I'm grinning

But really, I'm just schemining

I just really hope I'm winning

And I really hope Im widdit

And I hope my pops can see me

Finally get a handle of it

I'm sorry that I scared you dad

A girl was just autistic

And now she a sex addict

He a valid menace

They are both me

And I just hope you would accept it

If you lived to see me live it

Share isjwejw' and rap about it

I try not

To think about

Whether you'd grow to love me

But I fuck these

Old heads

Fiending on approval

And acceptance

And some guidance

And I'm trauma riddled widdit so

I catch myself fawning

**** pleasing

Violating on myself

And you

Vicariously through me

Maybe this came to be

Cause

You was dogging through your teens

And twenties

Uplita iihigh school girls at 30

Maybe I'm the karma

That you have to see

Get ripped

By the same tendencies

That you dealt

Saturn's arm reaching

Through the depths

Of time

From time

Through time

Atleast ubaby girl

Has rhymes

(No pause)

Hook

Big shit popping

Like Kdot

Yo hollup?

Where's the hook on this joint?

You not singing on this joint?

Nah

Funa niyazi ndiyikakazi

Noba ungathini

My shit is stacked with bars?

(Only second hook👇)

Zonke zigcwel'

Xokshem

Andazi kwa...

Looks like I got no body to love me

Got no family

Not even a home you see

I was taken in out of pity

One condition

That I shrink smaller

Than a mustard seed

Can't fit in

Can't be me

Don't even know how to be

Why exist?

Lemme cease

Pain is all that's meant for me

Don't think that I grew past 12

Maybe I'm still a kid

Consciously

I'm eclipsed

By the guilt

Being a magnet for the filth

Love Addiction

Co dependence

Addict prone like

My daddy and his momma

Might die young

Like the former

Leave my daughter

Wait

I don't have a daughter yet

I can't tell reality

From Fantasies

I swear on shit that's meant for me

Evidence of things unseen

Fuck the Hebrews I'm a king

Shum'elnanye master number

I'm ascended

Incarnated cause

I'm fiending on the fables

Of this human shit

Stuck in orbits man

Round the sun I go