Modus/Operandiii

I was head and heart, just a fall-apart fool

Chasin' loose ends, tryna find my way back to You

I was killing time, chasin' tail-lights

In the fast track lane, just parking my mind on what

I'm supposed to do

'Cause if I'm made for anybody

There is no one else but You

You could call it otherworldly

You can call it divine

Just to know I can call You at my darkest

And hear Your voice say You got me

And tell me it's alright

Late night songs, tryna rewrite my wrongs

Just grateful You've never given up on me

I tried my best to feel so good, to come so far

But I can't make up the dead space in between

That's where Your grace kicks in for me

Standing out under the door light with my heart in my fist and a million reasons why

I should turn and run, that's what fear will do

I was holding on by a last thread

With my courage down to its last breath, but I knocked

The whole time, the door was You

And if I'm made for anybody

There is no one else but You

You could call it otherworldly

You can call it divine

Just to know I can call You at my darkest

And hear Your voice say You love me

And tell me I'm alright

Late night songs, life when I can't go on

Wind in my sails when it's hard to even breathe

I'll make my bed in the vengeance of the storm

Just to know there in Your arms, I'll rest so sweet

'Cause I'll know You're watching over me

I could search your arms forever

And never find a place to make some vain escape

What kind of modus operandi

Just wants to love me as I am?

Yeah, I know I'll never tether my heart away from Your mind

Never mind how hard I've tried to fix my own way

There ain't nowhere I could run or hide to fool You

'Cause every end I find just circles back on grace, my God

Won't you lead me to the water

Where I might never thirst again?

'Cause there's a longing in this weary world

To be planted in the scars, real life begins

I'm not searching for a trick to fix a feelin'

Or for a reason to feel worthy of your love

I've been around the sun enough to know like seasons

Every end just circles back to who You are

I'll be Yours

Come the day when this darkness ends

I'll be the love song You play

On every breath I get