Different Kind of Pain

Took a train yesterday far away from everything I love

I could say I'm okay, but the truth is I'm already too fucked up

Bet the little I have I won't make it through the next couple months

Scared to death you'd trade the man I am for the man I was

Do I stand or do I run away? Do I quit or do I pray?

If I can't find you, then none of this matters

I called my mom a second time today

She said you'd only give what I can take

And I've been lost before

But losing you is a different kind of pain

A different kind of pain

A different kind of pain

Without you, only road I'm on leads to early death

So I went strolling through the city I hate

Just tryna clear my head

I found you at the bottom of a bottle, searching for a friend

Hope this time I can keep you for a while before I lose you again

Do I stand or do I run away? Do I quit or do I pray?

If I can't find you, then none of this matters

I called my mom a second time today

She said you'd only give what I can take

And I've been lost before

But losing you is a different kind of pain

A different kind of pain

A different kind of pain