HOLY MATRIMONY

Somewhere out of your mind

Got me moving lightspeed forward

I hate it when it happen every time

Girl, you don't wanna recognize

You should find yourself

And I ain't tryna hear another lie

Just keep it to yourself until it's real

Come and let me know, let me know

In due time, in due time

I said, "Welcome to the holy matrimonial"

Like, I'm just tryna ball on these ****, by myself, in euphoria

My eyes bloodshot red, roll another blunt to kill the pain

So I'm sorry I'm ignoring you

Why you was tellin' lies on the podium?

Like, why you ever said if it's not true?

Karma's intuition speak for me, so this my truth

I call my bitch and roll a blunt to get my mind blown

I lay my head behind the wheel, I'd rather ride slow

I hit my knees to pray to God to make the time slow

This life I'm livin', you might wake up in a time zone

That you don't recognize, you're too gone, sky high flow

Fresh Prince of Bel Air from L.A. to back home

My momma callin' me like, "Bring your ass back home"

I see demons in the sky when I come back home

So it's blood in the air, it's brains on the floor

I washed away my sins, I let it rain, but it poured

My little cousin said he tryna double up the score

He just wanna catch a body 'cause he dyin' in his soul

In the meantime

Maybe it might help you in the meantime

I swear this life that I'm livin' so fast, don't blink

You might wake up at your own funeral with the streetlights

This city never felt so cold

I know you sick and tired, and it lets me know

That I should probably be on my own

I can never trust a soul for real, love

Like, maybe I should cut off my phone

'Cause she be callin' back and that just lets me know

That she don't even know what she want

Please don't intervene my life tryna find yourself

Like, fuck, I'm glad that you pulled up

But I'm busy tryna be busy, she chopped and screwed up

Her feelings too tied in, my hands, they tied in

Don't know why you take advice from the people you can't trust

Ironically I strut, hangin' on every word

I said the sky turning red, she agreeing like, "Yes sir"

What is it with my luck? Bruisin' up on my shoulder

I carry everything, I hope the police don't pull me over

I'm slurring all of my words

Blood stains all on my shirt

I try to hold the pain on me

Like, I know you wanna go and say it first

So you can put the blame on me

Go ahead

In due time

Please don't make me wait around for due time

'Cause every other few times that we do try

This Hennessy we drinkin' up become a few lies

You remember what's the last line you ever heard?

She said the future never wait on anybody turns

And when it's all said and done you get what you prefer

She handed me my award and it read "less deserved"

Goddamn

Baby, I just never said a thing right

Maybe I just never said it right

I swear this that I'm livin' so throwed

Don't blink, you might end up at the cliff

Late night with the streetlights

The city never felt so cold

I know you sick and tired, and it lets me know

That I should probably be on my own

And I should never trust a soul for real, love

Like maybe I should cut off my phone

'Cause she be callin' back and that just lets me know

That she don't even know what she want

Please don't intervene in my life tryna find yourself

Go ahead

Find yourself

Find yourself

Go ahead

Find yourself

In due time, please don't make me wait around for due time

In due time, please don't make me wait around for due time

In due time, please don't make me wait around for due time

In due time, please don't make me wait around for due time