If I Had To Go I Would Leave The Door Closed Half Way

I know your pain

I know your heart

You’d probably say you’re doing fine

But you’re not

I’ll keep you close

But never near

Let the rain hit the glass

your feelings drip down like tears

I’ve traded in philosophies

The pain your brought forth holds no velocity

If I had to go I would leave the door closed half way

If our stories gone I wouldn’t write more words for you to stay

The sun will rise and you’ll feel yourself start to grow with time

And in the night

You will see a star overhead and think of me

I’ll hold it in

You’ll never know

How deep I felt for you since the grass has grown

It’s not the same

I live in days

Of how it felt before we walked away

I breathe the air

I stand so still

I feel your ghost all around me but it’s not you

And who you used to be (you used to be)

If I had to go I would leave the door closed half way

If our stories gone I wouldn’t write more words for you to stay

The sun will rise and you’ll feel yourself start to grow with time

And in the night

You will see a star overhead and think of me