Alive

I get to looking at the TV in a time face

Wonder if it's all just part of the plan

Never even question it for my sake

I don't want my grandkids under the spell

I took a shorty on a one date

I don't even know the color of her eyes, ay

At least we got a chance to hydrate

While I think about him pinning the miles

That's where my mind goes every time

I start to question if I need to be sober

Over thinking about when it'll be over, yeah

At least I can smile

There's beauty when you follow the light

It took me a while

And having trouble trying to figure it out and I

Ay, never heard a heaviest sound

My thoughts are pulling in the rising high

I'm Jing, and I'm stilling to now, hey, I'm scared to die

Baby, I've been struggling with feeling alive

Feeling alive

Hey, uh, I can't be the only one in a bad bitch, bad

Say, all this in my head, so, so, uh, fuckin' let's discuss it

I need you to understand we

We don't got to fight it hide it light ourselves

It ain't like we can avoid it, ay, in pinning the mind

That's where what my mind goes every time

I start to question if I need to be sober

Overthinking about when it'll be over, ay

At least I can smile

There's beauty when you follow the light

Oh, and it took me a while

And having trouble trying to figure it out and I

Ay, never heard a heaviest sound

My thoughts are pulling in the rising high

I'm Jing, and I'm stilling to now, hey, I'm scared to die

Oh, baby, I've been struggling with feeling alive

Feeling alive