Lost The Love

Ayo, Sheff

I wonder why it always seems to rain

When I have lost the love, I have lost the love

I have lost the love

Aye, I done lost all the love I've had for these ****, be real, I been thinkin' 'bout spazzin' on ****

These bitches be weird, always naggin' a **** but quick to come ask for some cash from a ****

Sometimes I be wishin' a **** ain't make it 'cause this shit get rough but the bag a little different

Sometimes I just want to wake up and go missin', but this shit hit different, not average, ****

Eighty some shows in a year, I been gettin' in that cell, had a vision, got out on a mission

Since I was sixteen ain't gon' lie, I been Crippin' and hittin', go ask, BigX standin' on business

Got him a bag, doubled up and start givin', that's when they start trippin', I hope that you listen

These **** is grimy, they want how you livin', no lovin' these women, they lookin' for tricks

Like where was these folks in that spot with that kitchen?

Or where was these folks when my pockets was empty?

Where was these folks the long nights I was dealin'?

How you gon' want what I got and ain't did it?

My family gon' call when they broke and I get it, as soon as you tell them no once, you the villain

Not once have they checked on my son and I'm chillin'

Depressed I can't be with my boy every minute

I fell out with my brother, that shit hurt my spirit

But we all gotta learn, hope he change and start listenin'

Hope he keep his pole on him, they spinnin', the life that he livin', I know that he sinnin'

I got two little girls on the way, I been trippin', so scarred from the love that I dub all these women

So God gave me two, now I'm seein' it vivid, I get it, a thousand more reasons for livin'

Know that I want to check out and just give it up

How I got all of these problems? I'm rich as fuck

Hoes don't want love, all these hoes want a tummy tuck

These **** ain't gangsta, just mad that they broke as fuck

Ease the pain when I drink out that double cup

Only time that I'm hurt when I sober up

Smile in your face, but I swear that's a cover up

Rappin' my pain, this the shit that y'all wanted?

Like where was these folks in that spot with that kitchen?

Or where was these folks when my pockets was empty?

Where was these folks the long nights I was dealin'?

How you gon' want what I got and ain't did it?