Mess

I'm a mess, I've been a mess for months

I know it's real

I've been doin' anythin' I can to numb how it feels

And I know, that puttin' all this liquor in my body

Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me

No, there's nothin' in the world that's gonna stop me

Still, I wait for you and I know

It's late and I wanna go home

But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you

I hate takin' off my own clothes

Gettin' in my own bed

Spinnin' thoughts about you

It's late and I'm waitin' behind

For the drugs to kick in

And erase my body

I hate how it's all in my head

Smokin' your cigarettes

Thinkin' you could still want me

I'm a mess, I've been a mess for months

I know it's true

I look for validation from anybody, that's not you, yeah

And I know, that puttin' all this liquor in my body

Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me

No, there's nothin' in the world that's gonna stop me

Still I wait for you and I know

It's late and I wanna go home

But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you

I hate takin' off my own clothes

Gettin' in my own bed

Spinnin' thoughts about you

It's late and I'm waitin' behind

For the drugs to kick in

And erase my body

I hate how it's all in my head

Smokin' your cigarettes

Thinkin' you could still want me

It's late and I'm waitin' behind

For the drugs to kick in

And erase my body

I hate how it's all in my head

And I know I'm a mess

Thinkin' you could still want me