How You Plead

Do you mean it when you say that?

I believe it when I'm in your bed

But I cry behind your back

Cause I hate

When you pretend to care

Laying inside your lap

I miss feeling oh so dumb

So safe inside your hands

So cold and so numb

Still I wake up on my knees

Everlonging to kiss the feeling

I'm in love with how you plead

When I'm drifting into the ceiling

And I'll lose

To love you

And I hate it

Cause I love it

When you put me through this deep despair

Trying everything to forget

Holding back the words I should have said

Sweet lullabies feel hollow

When you're gone

So safe inside your bed

It's been so long

And I wake up when you leave

Everlonging to still be dreaming

How I love it when you plead

Drifting in and out this sweet feeling

And I'll lose

(Still I wake up in my knees)

To love you

(How I love it when you plead)