If I Didn't Have You

If I didn’t have you

I’d be fucked in the head

Pretending that I’m happy instead

If I didn’t have you

I would lie to myself

Acting like I don’t need help

I never knew I could find someone so right til the night I found out you existed

Looked all of my life

Now I know you’re the piece I was missing

If I didn’t have you

If I didn’t have you

Loves like learning how to walk again

So complicated

Feelings I never thought I could vent

It’s a whole new language

Fight after fight we’re no closer to breaking

Triggering traumas so we can escape them

Don’t need no armor I know I can take it

Wound after wound girl I’m changing

If I didn’t have you

I’d be fucked in the head

Pretending that I’m happy instead

If I didn’t have you

I would lie to myself

Acting like I don’t need help

I never knew I could find someone so right til the night I found out you existed

Looked all of my life

Now I know you’re the piece I was missing

If I didn’t have you

If I didn’t have you

So cold

Baby I’m jumping in

I’d risk frozen

No rope

Baby It’s sink or swim

But you’re the one I’ve chosen

Fight after fight we’re no closer to breaking

Triggering traumas so we can escape them

Don’t need no armor I know I can take it

Wound after wound girl I’m changing

If I didn’t have you

I’d be fucked in the head

Pretending that I’m happy instead

If I didn’t have you

I would lie to myself

Acting like I don’t need help

I never knew I could find someone so right til the night I found out you existed

Looked all of my life

Now I know you’re the piece I was missing

If I didn’t have you

I hope I always have you