Run Away

Sometimes I really need to run away

At times I gotta say, "I'm done today"

This some real shit, bitch I ain't come to play

I can't do nothin' but just contemplate

Yeah, uh

Wake up in the morning, stomach groanin' like a hungry soul

Mama in the kitchen with the salt and whippin' up the dough

Little did I know that in a second I'll be on my toes, like a midget in a crowd of people tryna see some mo'

The bill came in at 10AM

A hunnid dollars for the homies sellin' me their hemp

And moms saw the sketchy purchase, draggin' me straight into a steep abyss

But y'all know I ain't be sayin' shit

Cause I was caught red-handed, like a deep blade nick in my fingers

I'm dead, standin' on the edge, amen

As she be askin' me where all the money went

Prayin' that I convince her with my lies, fakin' my way in, uh

I play it safe and say that I was buyin' beats

But the skepticism in her mind wouldn't listen to me

So I'm forced to give up my phone, no raisin' my tone, I can't say a peep

But now I know that I'm gon' be prone

Privacy is gone, no stayin' lowkey

Standin' stiffer than a icicle, shiverin' I'ma freeze

Thinkin' bout the snitches and snakes slitherin', unappeased

Man it's all over, my arm's cold and I can't breathe

Mama gaze in horror, found I ain't sober, been blowin' trees

And my eyes splatter watchin' her heart shatter to pieces

She thought I was the angel, like Latter Day Saints did Jesus

But now I'm just a fiend and a reincarnated demon

So I reach for my keys, say "Please forgive me, I'ma leave cause -"

Sometimes I really need to run away

At times I gotta say, "I'm done today"

This some real shit, bitch I ain't come to play

I can't do nothin' but just contemplate