Promise

You said you miss me

Now I'm falling apart in polite conversations

While someone I trust keeps saying

I should make a list of all the things that you’ve done

Or the whole situation could swallow me up

But maybe

I dread the mystery of falling in love?

It's a fight with my patience

And it's fucking me up just hearing

You say you love me, when I'm fighting a rut

And I'm so fucking sorry

I made you think you weren't enough

You shook me to my core

Kicked down my fucking door

Inject me with a cure, 'cause I'm too fucking insecure

To speak about that night

Ego death by suicide

Pack my bags, ignore the signs

I promise you, I'll make this right

It's all my fault

We lost it all

It's all my fault

We lost it all

You try to kiss me while I’m holding your heart

In a vice with complacence, and lacking the guts to say it

I feel it hit me now you’re folding your arms

As I try to explain that I'm breaking your heart

And maybe

I dread the mystery of falling in love?

It's a fight with my patience

And it's fucking me up just hearing

You say you love me, when I'm fighting a rut

And I'm so fucking sorry

I made you think you weren't enough

You shook me to my core

Kicked down my fucking door

Inject me with a cure, 'cause I'm too fucking insecure

To speak about that night

Ego death by suicide

Pack my bags, ignore the signs

I promise you, I'll make this right

It's all my fault

We lost it all

It's all my fault

We lost it all

You shook me to my core

Kicked down my fucking door

Inject me with a cure, 'cause I'm too fucking insecure

To speak about that night

Ego death by suicide

Pack my bags, ignore the signs

I promise you, I'll make this right

It's all my fault

We lost it all

It's all my fault

We lost it all