TAKE TIME FOR MYSELF

I used to wanna save the world Till I realized saving the world don't do much for a nigga At the end of the day I could die for the cause Folk still won't fuck with a nigga I seen it real-time Both eyes during my deal signed Transformation Cancellations Amputations Antics taking over Damage mode Run rampant round my soldiers Pray to God salvation find its way Salvation never found Instead of me plotting course for project 3 My land lord is taking me to trial Hide what I been thru behind every grin Perfected the way of faking smiles Accepted the weight of fate for now The lessons created break me down To my core To the bone At the edge I'm at war With my dawgs Over bread Seen enough for a lifetime Clean cut on my lifeline I really believe paranoia creeping around I really wan be so much more of those around But right now I need to take time for myself Think bout just myself Can't give who I am away Till I save myself Take time for myself Break way from this hell Can't give who I am away I use to wanna save the world Till I realized saving the world don't do much for a nigga Cursed out by the folk I done fell out with Tryna fix what's been done to my niggas Martyrdom don't do shit But it get ya harassed and faded Outcome be attacked and hated Balcony assassination Martin seen it Malcom seen it Hampton seen it too Dampened dreams encamped inside my crew Insecurity led to insurrection CXR had broken into 2 The niggas who hate vs niggas who chase progression It's easy as that The scapegoat for all of my grievances Greasy shit sent through to my phone when I needed to chat Aint had much peace since I seen us detach I know the truth bout it all Greed was the root of the problem Nobody left here to solve Cuz threw me out to the dogs But I bite back Mike Vick way I fight back A bundle of dread on head like locs in night caps Backed away to strive for isolation On find my friends I'm hiding my location If I offend apologies for sure Extend my hand and watch as I get burned I realized only thing that I done learnt Is to take time for myself Think bout just myself Can't give who I am away Till I save myself Take time for myself Break away from this hell Can't give who I am away