Childhood

I want this to be the last time

That I have to go down

That I have to drown

In my childhood memories

I would like to close this door

Shut all the windows

Turn off the lights now

Of my childhood memories

Even though it happened such a long time ago

I can see it when I close my eyes

Feel it in the wind blowing by

Even though I'm wide awake

It still feels like a dream

Those distant memories always comes back to haunt me

I thought this would be the best of times

Now when I'm all grown up

Always aiming for the top

But I can stand in the middle of a crowd

And the room will close in on me

It's getting harder to breathe

Even though it happened such a long time ago

I can see it when I close my eyes

Feel it in the wind blowing by

Even though I'm wide awake

It still feels like I'm there

Those distant memories always comes back to haunt me

To haunt me

To haunt me

To haunt me

I want this to be the last time

That I have to go down

That I have to drown

In my childhood memories