I miss missing u

I miss going out on weekdays Seeing all my friends I miss getting drunk with TJ And having my own bed I'm not staying up 'til 3 a.m. Wondering where you are I could go and meet somebody And not worry about my heart Breaking up after dark Faking love in a bar Saying, "I'm better off without you" "I swear to God I'm happy" That's what I tell myself I keep my head distracted Try to love somebody else Pretending things are different It's what I'll have to do When my heart speaks, I don't listen 'Cause I can't take the truth I miss missing you Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I miss missing you Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh And do you think about it on the cold days? Tell yourself it's fine, it's okay Saying that it's for the best Does it feel better? (Does it?) Burning all the love letters (burning) Selling all my old sweaters Doin' anything to make it through "I swear to God I'm happy" That's what I tell myself I keep my head distracted Try to love somebody else Pretending things are different It's what I'll have to do When my heart speaks, I don't listen 'Cause I can't take the truth I miss missing you Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I miss missing you Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I'm stumbling home, I got nowhere to go But I know that I'm not with you And the one way to keep you close is if I miss you So I miss missing you "I swear to God I'm happy" (I'm happy) That's what I tell myself (myself) Keep my head distracted Try to love somebody else (try to love somebody else) Pretending things are different (oh, no) It's what I'll have to do When my heart speaks I don't listen (oh, no) 'Cause I can't take the truth I miss missing you