This Fearful Tulpa

Violent ideation brought on from hallucinations

Did I bend and did I break?

What did my mind finally create?

Ghostly words in hidden places

Secret signs within their faces

Did I fall apart to pieces?

Can I come back from your novel thesis?

I can't go through this again

The creature made it's move and then

It mocked me for what I created

Pointing out the empty spaces

I can't go through this again

The creature made it's move and then

It mocked me for what I created

Pointing out the empty spaces

It's taken all of my time for the past 10 fucking years

If this isn't real, then, what is it?

If this isn't real, then, what is it?

It burned everything that was mine

The something no one else fears

If I made it, can I break it?

If I made it, can I break it?

Am I the one that fell from grace?

I can see it written on your face

I've analyzed it all to death

Now it's coming for my final breath

Am I the one that fell from grace?

I can see it written on your face

I've analyzed it all to death

Now it's coming for my final breath