I'd Rather Not Think About It (feat. Felix)

Oh, my dear

Am I the one you're waiting for?

Come over here

Use your words to tell me more

You have no idea

You've never been given a chance before

Oh, the fear

Has been here way longer than you can afford

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

I would rather not think about it

Now, what the fuck do we do about it?

I know you'd rather not think about it

I know you find it hard to talk about it

But you know you shouldn't walk around it

Can't you picture your life without him?

Burning bridges to be beside him

Yeah, you could never but you're just like him

He wasn't there or do you need reminding?

Babe, I hate to not see you smiling

I know it's hard and things look frightening

But you lost yourself trying to find him

The road to recovery is long and winding

But I get it 'cause love is blinding

I really hope that peace will find him

Just be kind and keep on trying

If you promised, would that be you lying?

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

'Cause I would rather not think about it

Time goes by

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

'Cause I would rather not think about it

Even if I treat all the pain like a color to paint

It might take all day to get drawn

Tell me it's a place I can take everything

About me and redeem all the things that are flawed

Tell me it's a place I can find all the tools

For replacing my brain with my heart

And if my feelings not as deep as a thought

Well, maybe this shit not as deep as I thought

It gets harder just to see what's in front of me

Mind clouded every day from who judging me

I would rather not speak when I get in this mode

I would rather throw shade to the public eye

I tried gettin' by, smile on my face, and I wave saying "hi"

Why try knowing damn well I'on fuck wit' it?

These the errors of my ways and I'm stuck wit' 'em

All the knives behind his back, yeah, they stuck in him

And he tried to give a fuck, but ain't none left

These emotions were his friends, head first off the edge

Rather not think about it when his brains hit the floor

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

'Cause I would rather not think about it

I try

I'd rather not think about it

I would rather not think about it

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

I would rather not think about it

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I'd rather not think about it

No, I would rather not think about it

I try not to think about it

'Cause I would rather not think about it