this is me now

lately i’m wondering blind

life keeps on passing me by

i catch myself in the eye

like who the hell is that guy

i’ve got deeper lines on my face

like i’m getting further away

my old familiar ways don’t serve me the same

tryna rewire my brain again

i guess this is me now

this is me now

i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now

this is me

who am i gonna be now?

well we all wanna be loved

so - somebody give me a hug

tell me that i am enough, don’t try so hard

each hour of every day

it’s a transitional phase

but i’m sick of carrying shame so tight

i guess this is me now

this is me

i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now

this is me

who am i gonna be now?

and i’m worrying worrying

and the future is troubling

then i’m home again

and i’m rushing i’m hurrying

and my head is all muddling

but i’m home again

and i hate that i’m struggling

and it’s building it’s bubbling

and i’m tired of numbing it and i’m scared that i’m fucking it

then i’m home again

i guess this is me now

this is me

i guess this is me now

i guess this is me now

this is me

who am i gonna be now