Special

Caught running away again

Thought by now I'd figured out

Hell of my undoin'

Desperation to feel alive

I don't wanna be special

Just tell them a lie

I don't wanna be different

Just to stay alive

You just wanna hear my screams

Just to feel alive

Bring me back to my body

Is it in vain to think I'm worthy

(Of standing for something?) Lost faith, didn't want it

(More than a body?) Didn't want things to be this way

(I am nothing, I am everything) Lost faith, didn't want it, I can tell by the look on your face

(Failure finding balance in philosophy) Lost faith, didn't want it, felt shame now you're running away?

(I am nothing, I am everything) Lost faith, didn't want it, didn't want things to be this way

I don't wanna be special

Just tell them a lie

I don't wanna be different

Just to stay alive

You just wanna hear my screams

Just to feel alive

Bring me back to my body

Didn't really wanna be myself

Now I never wanna see myself

Didn't really wanna be myself

Now I never wanna see myself

And I wanted to scream all the things that you do

When you're talking to me and manipulating

And I know I'm no angel, I think that's okay

I need you to feel something

Sick and tired of waitin'

I don't wanna be special

Just tell them a lie

I don't wanna be different

Just to stay alive

You just wanna hear my screams

Just to feel alive

Bring me back to my body