Forgiving Spree

I wanted neon but I got the streetlights I wanted charming But I got the snake bites I wanted a clear path I ended up kneeling I wanted a blood moon But I got the ceiling I broke a mirror last year I stepped under a ladder Saw a black cat in my dreams I opened my arms to every bad omen That a fortune teller sees God was giving me nothing But I left a message on his answering machine I won't forget this mess Remember my face It'll be the last one you ever see On my forgiving spree I got a chip on my shoulder She found me but why She offered me patience She said give it time I wanted it simple She taught me to smile She said it's the only, only, only Way to survive I broke a mirror last year I stepped under a ladder Saw a black cat in my dreams I opened my arms to every bad omen That a fortune teller sees God was giving me nothing But I left a message on his answering machine I won't forget this mess Remember my face It'll be the last one you ever see On my forgiving spree Oh woah, on my forgiving spree Oh woah, on my forgiving spree Oh She said it's the only, only, only Way to survive I broke a mirror last year I stepped under a ladder Saw a black cat in my dreams I opened my arms to every bad omen That a fortune teller sees God was giving me nothing But I left a message on his answering machine I won't forget this mess Remember my face It'll be the last one you ever see On my forgiving spree Oh woah, on my forgetting spree Oh woah