kill.me_please

Kill me please, I'm begging this time

Perpetually addicted to the high

Living is easier when I'm fucking numb

Distract from the fact that I'm losing everyone that I love

Time keeps slipping this life away

I'm becoming absent to my own decline

What's left to feel? I'll just focus on dying

It's all that's left to do anymore

Live fast, die young and lose the people you love

Nothing ever seems to be enough

It never gets easier wiping the blood

Caged in this casket

That's filled with all my grief

The dirt, it piles up

And I let it fucking bury me

Kill me please, I'm begging this time

Perpetually addicted to the high

Living is easier when I'm fucking numb

Distract from the fact that I'm losing everyone that I love

Kill, kill, kill

Carved your name on the blade to this bullet wound

Dig into the skin to remind me of you

Nothing prepares you for this

You'll never get back those moments you missed

Sitting with all this regret

How am I supposed to cope with your death?

How do I accept that you're dead?

There are no second chances, no way around

It's hard to keep pushing all of it down

When the last memory I have

Is putting you in the ground

And I knew that I'd lose you

While I waited on the bad news

But nothing prepared me

For how much I'd fucking miss you