Masks

40 minute drive you stay on my mind

Not that many things I let take my time

Walkin' up I didn't realize

What's behind your smile

I'll be here a while

2 months waitin' feel like I'm in overdrive

Anticipatin' got me thinkin' why

And I feel alive, but I'm dead inside

I'll wait inside, put on my disguise

Expectation leadin' to an afterthought

This occasion got you lookin' nonchalant

Could it be, you're the only one I want

But it's, 1 in the morning and I can't get away

5 days after and I'm still feeling shame

3 times over and you're still on my brain

While you're over there slowly forgetting my name

1 more minute and I'm going insane

Looking through the messages I shouldn't have saved

We got masks on baby

I've been hidin' lately

Calling out, slowly resurrecting gettin' off the ground

Voices in my head turnin' all the way down

I can see myself now, done fallin' deeper

*harmony bridge*

But it's, 1 in the morning and I can't get away

5 days after and I'm still feeling shame

3 times over and you're still on my brain

While you're over there slowly forgetting my name

1 more minute and I'm going insane

Looking through the messages I shouldn't have saved

We got masks on baby

I've been hidin' lately