AUTO-SABOTAGE

This is self sabotage

Pressure turned my fingers into diamonds

Now I'm sharp on every edge

Like razors to my skin

The consequence

Everything I love bleeds to the touch

My heart is made out of gold

But the weight is to much

I am a casualty of war

My final moments as I'm covered in shrapnel

I won't scream for help

Because I needed a new soul

Am I actually living

Or is it all of the chemicals

That I insert in my body

To get rid of the cynical's

Look at me, I'm no good to love

I can feel veins growing out of my jaw

Venom through my veins

And a threat to everyone

I shouldn't be comfortable with

Digging my own grave

Watch me tear myself apart

Piece by piece

Limb by limb

Down to my cells

Til I cease to exist

Broken in fragments

Damaged beyond belief

Is this solipsism

Am I all alone

Is the world imprisoned

Pain speaks volumes

As I stare at my reflection

Saying leave me the fuck alone

I won't scream for help

My final moments as I'm covered in shrapnel

I am a casualty of war

The weight is to much

My heart is made out of gold

And everything I love bleeds to the touch

This is the consequence

It's like razors to my skin

I'm sharp on every single edge

Pressure turned my fingers to diamonds

This is Self Sabotage