Swallow My Tears

The past keeps chasin' me around I thought I lost it, but then it found me Like it always does Dragging me back to who I was And I'm runnin', I'm runnin' But not from you I stay one step ahead of the pain I keep an umbrella when there's no rain I got my guard up when there's no war Don't know what I'm fighting for Give me a second, I need to swallow my tears I promise, I promise, I promise I want you here I want you here But first let me swallow my tears Lookin' for God, I'm prayin', kneelin' Had to go and do some healin' Sorry I was ghostin' you (Ghostin' you) But what was I supposed to do? I'm runnin', I'm runnin' But not from you I stay one step ahead of the pain I keep an umbrella when there's no rain I got my guard up when there's no war Don't know what I'm fighting for Give me a second, I need to swallow my tears I promise, I promise, I promise I want you here I want you here Oh, give me a second, I need to swallow my tears I promise, I promise, I promise I want you here (I want you here) I want you here (I need you here) I want you here (I want you here) I want you here (I need you here) I promise, I promise, I promise I promise, I promise, I promise