story i tell myself

Some days I'm feeling I'm not pretty enough I take the wheel, but, but I won't get it done I'm overthinking 'til I'm stuck in the mud I'm exhausted from bad self-talking The devil I know isn't good enough for me Running uphill 'til there's nothing left of me What would it feel like if I could believe All of my doubt is insecurity? I know my pride can get the best of me How do I heal when something cuts so deep? I'm so tired of the story I tell myself Somebody else is more deserving The lies don't work when I'm doing well But it hurts like hell to hear the story I tell myself I know I'm worthy of so much better than this It's hard to think 'bout everything that I missed But being vulnerable doesn't feel like a risk When there's no hope in staying broken The devil I know isn't good enough for me Running uphill 'til there's nothing left of me What would it feel like if I could believe? I'm so tired of the story I tell myself Somebody else is more deserving The lies don't work when I'm doing well But it hurts like hell to hear the story I tell myself And I know that it's in my mind Just wanna see what the other side looks like Wish I could rewrite the story I tell myself And I know it'll be alright Just wanna step out into the light Wish I, wish I could rewrite the story I tell myself I know that it's in my mind Just wanna see what the other side looks like, I I'm so tired (I'm so tired) of the story I tell myself (I tell myself) Somebody else (somebody else) is more deserving (more deserving) The lies don't work when (the lies don't work when) I'm doing well (I'm doing well) But it hurts like hell to hear the story I tell myself