When It Rains (feat. Blizz)

I dont know how long

I'll keep on weathering the storm

Lord I've had enough

But lately when it rains it pours

Im trying to be strong

When everything's going wrong

Lord I've had enough

But lately when it rains it pours

When it rains it pours

Dear lord God

I just hope you forgive me

Cause the life that I'm living's a life of a sinner

I'm praying I make it to Heaven but,

Do you think you could make a lil room for a real one

No pun intended

But I been through hell and I'm guilty of self infliction

I'm not innocent

I done hurt many people in my history

I done burnt plenty bridges is you hearing me

Oh lord

You got missed phone calls but I'm guessing your phone off

Or I might just be going crazy and this whole time

You been here in these foam walls

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

So much weight and I'm tryna be so strong

My soul's lost

I'm just hoping I get through the rain til the storm calms

I'm so gone

I dont know how long

I'll keep on weathering the storm

Lord I've had enough

But lately when it rains it pours

Im trying to be strong

When everything's going wrong

Lord I've had enough

But lately when it rains it pours

When it rains it pours

Lord I'm trying to trust you

But lately, I've been having doubts on whether you would come through

We been on the outs come back

Yeah I want to

Heart turned cold cause the things that I've gone through

Yeah

And the stress is real

I guess I will

Just let it spill

In decibels

Unless you got a better way thats best to heal

I drown myself in rain so I just could feel

I been knowing

I brought this all on myself

Acting like you need my help

But who am I?

Im just a man with no answers

Leech off I'm a cancer

Feel like I done abandoned your standards

And landed the manic depression

I'm through with the lessons

I'm tired of fighting

I'm seeking the blessing

I know I don't deserve but I'm confessing

I'm lost

Feeling the weight of the world on my back

And it's hard to breathe

To see me with a smile and it's getting so hard to act like I'm fine

Cause I ain't fine

Now's the wrong time to see if I'm in my right mind

There's a long line of us tryna be like minded

Been blind with the blind though

Praying for peace is so hard to find

I don't know how long

I'll keep on weathering the storm

Lord I've had enough

But lately when it rains it pours

Im trying to be strong

When everything's going wrong

Lord I've had enough

But lately when it rains it pours

When it rains it pours