Down Below

I don't want this

And I don't need this

There's always a story circling my head

Til late at night

Dead inside on my bed

Awaken, absorbed, knocked down and afraid

But tomorrow mornin'

A new day's dawning

And I will wake up with my feelings reversed

Today I feel like setting the world

On fire and flames

But now I'm going down

Uoo

Now I'm going down

Uoo

Deafening silence

Headaches, nightmares

Frightened at night covered up with cold sweats

Maybe I should be better off dead

Six feet underground

Far away from the rest

I am the best, I love myself

Life is a gift, now the sun shines again

I should have listened to my therapist

I'm finding my center

Now I'm not a waste

But now I'm going down again

Tears are falling down my face

What the hell's wrong with my head?

Oh, no

Oh, no

How I hate this

Fuck this madness

Bites like a beast standing on my chest

Leaving me breathless and choking again

Life is a bitch

Fuck it, nobody cares

I have my friends, family, workmates

I am the luckiest dude on the earth

It ain't so bad and, yeah, it could be worst

Let's rise our beers and lets cheers for the world

But now I'm going down again

Tears are falling down my face

What the hell's wrong with my head

As soon as I'm above then I'm below

Sometimes I am above

Sometimes I am below

Then motivation drops to the floor

These scars and battle wounds

This sorrow I've been through

Now makes me feel above and below

Sometimes I am above

Sometimes I am below

Then motivation drops to the floor

These scars and battle wounds

This sorrow I've been through

Now makes me feel above and below

High so above

Down so below

High to the sky and beyond