Decode

I've been looking for something

I think I've lost a part of me

Open eyes solidify

Impatience feeds the self-destructive thought

Deep below those scattered lies

It haunts me like it used to

Don't try to reset the consequences of being gone like the setting sun

Deep down, believe me, I still know that I've never won

Locked out of my faith and left my heart behind

I've been looking for something

I think I've lost a part of me

I've been looking for something

Looking for me

But I swear tomorrow I'll be fine

Open arms, I'm hypnotized

Intrusive feelings tend to make it through

Evil ghosts still amplify conviction like they used to

I'd starve to trade in the restlessness in my head for silence

I need silence

I've been looking for something

I think I've lost a part of me

I've been looking for something

Looking for me

I swear tomorrow I'll be fine

I have forgotten what it's like to be carelessly living life on the edge

And when asleep I am mending

I wake up

Roaring sirens in my head

All this noise that's keeping me from being me

Save me

I'd starve to trade in the restlessness in my head for silence

I need silence

I've been looking for something

I think I've lost a part of me

I've been looking for something

Looking for me

Hold me

Regression is gaining leverage

But I can't take this

The river is running dry

I've been looking for something

Looking for me