Lyrics
Only been minutes but it's felt like years
Clinging to my bed, wish I'd disappear
Never thought these thoughts would get this severe
Never thought I'd lose myself without you here
I need your touch, your voice, your face, your smile
Without you I'm lost, and my heart's defiled
Your absence is a wound that'll never heal
And as I bleed I question if your love is real
My thoughts of you tear me apart
You have control over my damn heart
All I hope is that you're here to stay
No matter how much I push you away
Get out
I wish we never met
I want you gone, just leave
I hate you just as you hate me
Get out
I was just fine until you came and ruined me
I'm done with you now let me be
Sick of all the voices ringing in my head
And all these loathsome thoughts that I'm being fed
I promise that I didn't mean what I just said
I promise you'd be better off if I was dead
Please come back, my love, I'm so alone
Take me back and please don't leave me on my own
I'm drowning in despair, sinking through my lies
But now that you are back I promise I realize
My thoughts of you tear me apart
You have control over my damn heart
All I hope is that you're here to stay
No matter how much I push you away
Get out
I wish we never met
I want you gone, just leave
I hate you just as you hate me
Get out
I was just fine until you came and ruined me
I'm done with you now let me be
The damage I've done, I deserve these scars
I'm unforgivable
You're the one thing that I've ever wanted
But I've made you miserable
I'm healing, I'm broken
I'm trying, I'm hopeless
Don't go
I know I said to leave but please just stay with me
I need you more than you could know
Please stay
I know I'm hard to love but don't give up on me
I never wanted this
Written by: Mudstep Music