when the rain stops

Sorry if it feels like I'm out of it, I'm a little fucked up Guess it doesn't get easier like they say that it does Sorry if I owe you apologies, I'm a little backed up Disappointed, some people who gave me nothing but love Oh, I'm such a mess Counting up all my regrets Maybe it's all in my head Maybe it's all in my head (ooh) Even when the rain stops I can feel it follow me, me Even when the pain's gone I can feel it haunting me And it's gonna kill me Maybe I'm just kind of an animal, maybe everyone's right Having trouble believing that I could be a good guy I quit the bars but I still gotta do my time Is it all? But I still wanna make it right Now the best I can do is to stay alive Oh, I'm such a mess Counting up all my regrets Maybe it's all in my head Maybe it's all in my head (ooh) Even when the rain stops I can feel it follow me, me Even when the pain's gone I can feel it haunting me And it's gonna kill me Oh god, I'm sorry, and I'll be sorry 'til I die Oh god, I'm sorry, my past, it haunts me every night And if you're wondering, I might have tried a couple times Oh god, I'm sorry, and I'll be sorry 'til I die 'Til I die 'Til I die, mm